Dear diary its xxxxxxx... entertaing for something I do for a living its not who I am I like to think that im pretty normal I laugh ...I get mad...I hurt...I think I suck sometimes when your in the spotlight everything seems good sometimes I feel like I have it worst cuz I have to always keep my guard up I didn't know who to trust I don't know who wants to date me for who I am or who wants to be my friend 4 who I reallllly am....
