Dear diary its xxxxxxx... entertaing for something I do for a living its not who I am I like to think that im pretty normal I laugh ...I get mad...I hurt...I think I suck sometimes when your in the spotlight everything seems good sometimes I feel like I have it worst cuz I have to always keep my guard up I didn't know who to trust I don't know who wants to date me for who I am or who wants to be my friend 4 who I reallllly am....


No matter what happens they will always be here because no one loves you like your bestfriend do


Friendship is like glass once its broken it can never be fixed to the same standard as it was made


Sometimes you have to test someone not because you don't trust them but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you and sometimes you have to let them go to see if they really care bout you!